I guess in the ideal separation, both parties would want the separation – and both would be happy to say good bye and start a new life. But unfortunately in the vast majority of separations, usually one wants to leave and the other is trying to hold on.
We had one “exit session” with a councilor from Relationships Australia who was there to assist the Recently Separated. He made it quite clear then that in most separations, there is the leaver who generally speaking has wanted to end the relationship for a while and is generally already well on the way to dealing with the emotions of the separation. Then there is the partner who is “left behind”. For them the emotional journey of being suddenly separated is only just beginning.
For the one who has chosen to end the relationship, they’ve already thought out the issues, ran through to conclusions and are mostly sure that they have (at last) made the right the decision. They usually more prepared both emotionally and functionally.
For the left behind, there’s a lot to catch up on. Firstly there is the shell shock, then the why has this happened, then who to blame – them self, their partner or perhaps that 3rd person who became involved with their partner? There is a huge journey ahead for that person – but believe me, as painful as it may appear – it will be a journey of growth and you will come out the other end a stronger person.
In my separation I was the one trying to hold on. Over the past 2.5 years I’ve endeavoured to try to see her reasons and emphasize with how she got to that point. I think it was perhaps 6 months after our split that I could truly see some of my faults and some of the down sides of our relationship which may have been factors in helping her reach her decision.
I think for anyone in that situation of being the one left behind, once you get to the point where you can see her or his point of view (even partially), then you know that you are well on the way to getting past the pain and ready to focus on your new life.
With most of the “left behinds” with whom I’ve spoken, the majority have said at some point down the road they’ve agreed that the separation was a blessing – they just didn’t know it at the time.